Well, the lips are literally reptilian now, really papery and peeling with nasty sore raw patches. It’s all due to…..
The Great Lip Balm Paradox
Towards the beginning of the week I was putting on lip balm (Burt’s Bees; yes I fell victim to those gushing celebrity endorsements in glossy magazines, I am a marketing man’s dream) every half hour or so, thinking this would do the trick, but no….they felt like greasy sandpaper and were really sore.A few days in I had a really busy day at work and only put it on a couple of times. Lo and behold…they were actually a lot better than when I was greasing them up every few minutes.
How does that work? I am only putting it on morning and night now as it seems to give them a chance to heal. I have now ordered some industrial-strength stuff from SkinStore.com called Neosporin that I’ve read about in some American blogs.
I can’t track down Aquaphor, which sounds really good but I think must only be available in America. If anyone has found some I would love to know where they got it. In the meantime I might take Rob’s advice and try Blistex.
On the spot front I have detected a couple of real beasts brewing under my skin that felt really big and ominous, but all I got was a vague area of redness and within a few days they just seemed to calm down and disappear.
I think it must be the Roaccutane - I’m liking it. I have had a few smaller, angrier ones but I am hoping this is my acne’s final fling before it settles down. I’m certainly not getting oily any more during the day so I am moisturising religiously as it can only get drier from now on.
I think the initial anticipation/nervousness is dying down for me a bit now and I’m just impatient for the real improvements to start - which I don’t think will be until I go up to 60mg at the end of October. My holy grail will be to have no blackheads - am I aiming too high do you think?
All is good in the world of Emma’s brain. In fact, I’m feeling a lot more positive about everything. I’m not a bad looking girl, it’s just I think it’s a combination of the skin and the depression making me feel like I’m a bit ropey.
When I go clothes shopping I see loads of nice stuff but always have this feeling that it’s not worth spending the time/money/energy on making myself look good because all people will see is the bad skin.
But I’m filled with inspiration now and I tell you folks, I am going to shop till I drop and by February this lady is going to be a fox.
Until next week…and all the surprises that may bring
