The End: B4 & After Pics

Joyce
 

Joyce

Monday 01 December, 2008

Posted in Roaccutane Diaries

Hello everyone,

I have just 1 dose of roacc left and I am really chuffed with the results :o)

For a while I was afraid that I was going to be one of those people that roacc doesn’t work for. After 4 months there was medium improvement, whereas the other diaries I was reading were reporting miraculous results. I wasn’t peeling, but I didn’t have clear skin either. I was right to get another prescription; I definitely needed these last 8 weeks. I now have better skin than I had in weeks 3 and 4 and it has been this way for about the last month.

My skin is dryer and I’ve noticed little… not quite ‘wrinkles’; more like ‘creases’. But they are preferable to spots anytime. Right now I have just one tiny spot, and for a couple of weeks I had none. I can certainly live with 1 or 2 spots once a month.

I never used to understand how people could go to bed without washing their face. By the end of the day, my face used to be so greasy and grimy that I couldn’t contemplate the thought of doing that for a second. Even at times when I’ve been a ‘little worse for wear’, I’ve always washed my face first. I don’t intend to stop doing this, but now I can understand how some people can fall asleep contentedly without cleansing.

I am very ready to stop taking roacc. My body has ached throughout my treatment. I gave up on kick-boxing because it took too much of a toil on my body. I feel like I’ve been experiencing what it could feel like to be 65yrs old: tiredness, stiff joints, random aches for no reason, and hurting eyes. I’ve gotten glasses and I never needed them before. I’m pretty certain it’s the roacc because I have an annual eye test and my prescription hasn’t changed – it’s still quite mild. However my eyes got quite dry and tired quickly when I was using computers. This was giving me headaches, despite using eye drops. I only have to wear my glasses when using computers, and they make me look smarter, so I guess it isn’t all bad :op I also had a couple of nose bleeds and, like pretty much everyone else, dry lips and rashes on my hands.

I have pits in my skin and I don’t think these will ever go. But many of the marks of previous spots have faded. I’ve darker circles under my eyes than before. I hope that once I have the roacc out my system I will start to sleep well again and they will fade.

I have 2 hopes for the future. Firstly, it would be nice if I had my body back for Christmas – one that is 31yrs old and not 65! It would be a lovely present to wake Christmas morning without the aches and pains, or feeling like I’m dragging myself everywhere. Secondly, I would like the spots to stay away so that I don’t need to take another course of roacc.

To those of you that are just starting out or a part way through a course and wondering if it’s worth it, I say ‘stick with it’. It is worth it. I feel so much more confident now.

I was very good in the beginning and I kept a weekly photo diary, but I lapsed after week 15 when photographing became ad-hoc. But I’ve done a little photo montage of all my best bits ;o)

Now to take that final dose!

Good luck everyone!

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10 Responses to “The End: B4 & After Pics”

#1 Abi says...

You look great Joyce :-D

December 1st, 2008 at 7:31 pm

#2 Andrea says...

Joyce

You skins looks fab, I have just been told that I need to take more - another 3 months more so its good to know that taking more work!

KRs
A. x

December 1st, 2008 at 11:25 pm

#3 Joyce says...

Thanx Abi and Andrea :o)

Andrea: I was in 2 minds about taking more. On the one hand I didn’t have clear skin yet, so I should continue. On the other, I was sick of the side effects. But I am glad that I did. Good luck

Jx

December 1st, 2008 at 11:38 pm

#4 sofa_85 says...

Hi Joyce,

Wow, your pics are certainly inspiring…I’m only just into my 3rd week so I have a long way to go and currently have some painful big spots on my back and around my chin, it’s starting to get me down a little, but when I see pics like yours I am reminded that the pain must be worth it in the long run :)

Soph x

December 1st, 2008 at 11:53 pm

#5 eider says...

You look beautiful Joyce, can’t see any scarring and you must be thrilled. Hoping you are kick boxing by xmas!
x Eider

December 2nd, 2008 at 12:23 am

#6 Joyce says...

Soph: I had some painful spots too :o( The temptation to pick at them was unbearable. I hope they go away soon.

Eider: Thank you. When i look at my skin closely I notice small… pock marks, I suppose. My solution is to not look closely at my skin :o)

Jx

December 3rd, 2008 at 12:42 am

#7 bumblelou says...

Wooo..you look amazing. You would never know your skin wasn’t perfect. Well done for sticking with it, keep us updated how your skin progresses :)

January 2nd, 2009 at 8:17 pm

#8 Joyce says...

Thanks, Bumblelou :o) And for the update reminder - I did intend to write one a month later… honest :os I’ll do it this weekend :o)
Jx

January 2nd, 2009 at 11:11 pm

#9 jan says...

Hi your face looks fab

After you finished your accutane treatment. Did you notice any unusual enlarged pores or dents in your skin from the dryness.

January 3rd, 2009 at 12:41 pm

#10 Joyce says...

Hi Jan,
I have noticed enlarged pores, but I can’t tell if they are a result of the dryness or if they were there before the dryness :os I’ve taken a close up photo of my skin and attached it to my latest post - perhaps if you compare with my photos here you might be able to spot the difference (no pun intended)
Jx

January 5th, 2009 at 12:44 am

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