Apologies once again for not writing sooner but I am relying on other peoples internet access at the moment (hence the reason I rarely reply to your wonderful and supportive comments which I feel awful about x) So here goes:
Week 11
I actually broke out horribly this week. It was nasty, they were all big and painful and close together and as you can imagine I cried bitterly over them especially as I had a spotty birthday.
I ended up regretting my decision to go to Pizza Hut on my birthday, announcing to my companions “I bet everyone is thinking ‘no wonder she came to Pizza Hut - look at her pizza face!’ ” and sat there paranoid the whole time. But still I hung on in there and of course things got better.
The strange thing was I left most of the spots alone and most of them left a red mark, but the one I decided to pop (TUT TUT TUT) disappeared without a trace! By the end of the week I was clearing up great so we go into…..
Week 12
The magic week to quote others. And believe me it is! I was starting to get a small spot on my chin sort of at the end of week 11 which I thought might get smaller quickly but instead turned yellow. “Oh no you don’t” I told it “week 12 is the magic week and you are NOT going to spoil it!” and I bust the little sod out - and then spent the rest of the day going back to the mirror telling myself off as I was probably scarred for life now, and swearing that I was never going to do that again.
But actually a couple of days later and there was nothing there. And there has been nothing there ALL WEEK!!! YAY! Oh and the compliments! I was told I am beautiful, my skin is as clear as a bell, lovely, great etc etc.
I am so happy. I went shopping without a scrap of make up on and instead of walking around hoping to make myself invisible, I marched down the centre of each aisle grinning away! People must have thought I was off my trolley (pardon the pun) but I felt amazing!
All I need to spoil it for me now is my visit to the derm tomorrow and hear the silly little twit inform me he is not going to give me my final months perscription for whatever reason. Fingers crossed for me eh? Actually my appointments at 11.20am so you could all say a little prayer for me?
A minutes silence perhaps? Lol. Anyway I’ll leave it there for now and hope everyone is feeling on top of things.
Laters! xxxxxx
