Well.. it’s week 7, day 54 to be precise (but who’s counting?!). My face is clearing quite well, chest great, Back ergh! Had a derm appointment today, he seems to think its all going nicely and was harping on about how I will see the benefits of the drug now i’m approaching the “half-way” mark.
Ive been quite moody and stroppy so far this week. Less tolerant of those around me, more vocal about things that annoy me, and strangely quite rude (but not intentionally, just like in a sort of innocent autistic way): I was having a chat with a colleague and for some reason I said to him ”well hopefully you’ll grow some balls one day”. This AWFUL, CONDESCENDING line just came out.. I’ve always thought he was a bit of a ’sit on the fence’ kinda guy, but never would I be so honest about it… I was as shocked as he was!
Then on Tuesday night I was watching “The Green Mile” (An effin classic), and i realise it’s a sad film and I’ve watched it several times in the past (those days of uni whilst avoiding essays etc.).. but it’s like someone’s opened a gate of my emotions.. i felt physically distraught at the fact that the lovely innocent man got electrocuted!.. I was holding back the tears.. and i am not a cryer!
So tonight (it’s friday), me and my wacky emotions are feeling quite anti-social and I thought it best to confine myself to my apartment in the interest of not offending anyone and to get an early night!
Anyone else feeling extra NEUROTIC??? Only 8 more weeks to go.. COME ON.. grrrrrrr!
I is now orf to bed at 2148 on a Friday Night.. Oh dear.
Hope everyone is more mentally stable than me at present!
Andy xx